This is what Lord of Records told me one autumn morning after I said, “All I have left is hope.”
It was one of those moments where I found myself doubting everything—every experience, every message from the various entities I’d encountered. And honestly, that skepticism included Lord of Records too. I was desperate for something more concrete, some proof that what I was living through wasn’t just an elaborate illusion. So I held onto hope. Hope that these astral journeys were real. Hope that I hadn’t completely lost my grip on everyday life. And even more deeply, I hoped that maybe, just maybe, what happened in the astral plane could somehow change the difficult reality I was dealing with.
It was curious because I had learned astral projection techniques and managed to travel through higher realms as nothing more than a sphere of energy, savoring the ecstasy and freedom that came with being free of a physical body. I loved being near other energy beings like myself and communicating telepathically with them through electromagnetic waves.
But coming back into a human body brought emotions of a lower vibration. It took months after my first contact with the Lord of Records to accept what was happening and to realize I was caught in a vicious circle of my own making. My doubts were creating more doubts, and no matter how many proofs I received, I kept wanting more and more. It was my pragmatic side, trying to make me refuse the spiritual awakening. Losing confidence from time to time was normal. After all, I was human—and humans are prone to doubt.
And hope was such a deeply human emotion. I longed to learn more from the Lord of Records.
Adria: “What is this “hope?”
Lord of Records: “Without it, humans could not survive. It is stronger in entities who live their experiences at lower vibrations and in denser planes. Yet, all beings that possess some form of materiality have this feeling of hope. However, once you become a being of light, this feeling disappears.”
Adria: “Why does hope seemingly disappear? ”
Lord of Records: “Because it is a feeling common to those who survive in one form or another. When you become light, you become pure energy—you learn to observe all these experiences with detachment. The experiences still exist, but you realize that you are the one who choose them as a soul, because you simply want to play with the complexity of the hologram that yourself have created. Hope no longer has a place then, because everything depends solely on you as a soul, and on no one else. You can see the vastness of what you truly are. You are part of the Source, of absolute knowledge and power.”
What he told me really shook me. Apparently, hope is something that belongs to beings living in dense, physical planes—it’s deeply connected to our survival instinct. Here’s how he explained it: when life in these lower vibrations becomes too hard to bear, we develop hope as a way to cope, to keep going, to survive. Without it, we’d feel defeated and might do something reckless or self-destructive.
But here’s the interesting part—as consciousness expands and a being moves into higher planes of existence, hope becomes unnecessary. The soul understands its mission and the lessons it chose to learn. It recognizes that everything it experiences is its own creation, holographic in nature. In other words: a holographic life.
So I’m curious—what does hope mean to you? Leave a comment and let me know.
